After Years

 

When I was a kid, I was always amazed whenever I saw or watched something that is related to Architecture. I like how they turn their imagination into life, with the use of technologies, arts, and different techniques. I have never been so interested in things like this before.

 

But the best word to describe it would be: beautiful.

 

And I can’t help but to say that they’re so creative. At that moment, I knew what I wanted to be; I want to be an Architect. I want to be someone who would design beautiful houses for beautiful people!

 

But, will I ever get the chance?

           

15 years from now, I might have reached my dream to be one of them—or maybe not. I’m not sure, but I just hope that I did because I am working so hard and it would be such a waste if I turn out to be someone that I never wanted to be. But who knows? Who knows what the future holds? Who knows if I’ll achieve it or not? These are the questions that bother me. The thought of becoming no one scares me. What if I turn into a disappointment?

 

It’s so sad that I’m still 15 yet I’m already dealing with the feeling of uncertainty. But all my life, going with the flow has been the only thing that I’ve done. I stayed focused and always ready to aim at whatever life throws my way. But in my quiet moments, when the world slows down, I can’t help but to feel the weight of it all— the bullets I’ve dodged, and the battles I’ve fought.

 

But for now, I just know that I need to study harder and give my all. I’d rather have sleepless nights than to be too comfortable while watching my dreams slip away.

 

After all, who am I if I achieve nothing?

REFERENCE:

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